Testimonial 11 - Doubting Thomas

No one can claim to be able to prove God does not exist or that God does exist. We can't claim to have the truth. Religious beliefs can get very personal, and are part of a person's life jouney. We are all seekers for the truth. If there is a God, I would like to know where he is when we need him so much. How can God exist when the problem of evil is a such a big one? Sure, some atheists here are convinced there is no God, but some people of faith are convinced there is a God. This is a matter of faith, we can't prove we are right to each other, what makes sense to someone will only make sense in their own mind. We are not made to know, that is why they call it faith. Fatih has been called a belief without evidence, but perhaps, really, it is a belief that falls under some persuasion, perhaps from a higher power if you like to believe that, or perhaps from our own intuition, and general perception of the explanations of the evidence for and against a God.

Probably for my whole life I'll search and wonder why he doesn't give us any empirical evidence of his existance. Why can't we find this God, where has he been for so long?

Could we be in the dream of a sleeping God? Is everything totally imagined by this God, and in fact the universe came into existance five minutes ago? Perhaps we are just waking up realizing, wow, something amazing really happened here. We are alive against all odds, if our parents would have decided to not marry or to not have children, we would be lost in oblivion. Yet how can we be certain these are how things really are? How do we know, some powerful God has decieved us so good as to present everything we know, to our memories, completely fabricated by this God, just to see what will happen.

These are all possibilities, we can't rule them out altogether, the fact is we may be dreaming right now. However, if you look at the evidence it seems we are the product of brute facts. From the production of the periodic table in huge stars, to biological evolution nature seems to be powerful enough to force us into existance.

There is a field of study in philosophy called metaphysics, where philosophers argue how are things really, they get almost no where, but I cannot deny the hard reality of a metaphysical point of view, that is natuarlistic or materialistic. It seems that we are not in the dream of a sleeping God, for which there seems to be no evidence. The more we look, the clearer the picture of a natural universe becomes. It really looks like everything works because it is just like that. Perhaps a God made the universe out of a big bang, and just stepped back and watched his creation take off, it is possible, but he most certainly is not a sustainer. There is no evidence of little angels flying around making the laws of nature work. They just seem to work on their own. 

We can believe what we want with regard to there being a God or there not being a God, but it shouldn't be done out of fear or out of a hope for fire insurance, it should be done ideally out of one's own spiritual journey. We have our personal experiences that we cannot deny, as if God has a plan for us in our lives, perhaps the plan for atheists is to be skeptical, and to not believe this, and willfully discard any hope to a God, dogmactically shrinking the probability of all possible Gods to zero. You have to admit it is strange that the believer claims to be able to experience God while the unbeliever goes lacking in such experiences.

If there is a God he is hiding really good, almost undetectable.

So there is our quest to search till we just get bored with it really, and at the end of the day believe what we want, which we all are going to do anyway. So is there a God or is there not a God does not matter, what matters is allowing religion to evolve to where it is more individualistic, and with more liberal theologies, in religion's quest to find a God for people.

Sincerely, The seeker Doubting Thomas

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